Anita Blake
June 16th, 2003, 23:18
so, i saw this nifty forum for prose and fiction and said to myself, self, you've got to get first post on something! So, without further adieu, a depressing tale of love and death amongst the apocalypse. yay.
Blood and Ashes
"You’ll die if you go in," she told him wearily. He simply nodded and left. What the hell, she thought, he probably knew what lay ahead better than she did. She watched as he entered a building not far away. She would have followed him , but the wound in her leg prevented her from walking. It was killing her, she knew. There wasn’t a lot of chance that she would get the kind of medical attention she needed to survive out here.
To her left, a fire burned brightly in the distance. Had she done that? She hadn’t realized the kind of vigor the explosion would burn with. Of course, she had never blown up a building before.
She had never been stabbed in the leg before, either. It hurt like a bitch. And now she was lying in a pool of her own blood, dying, while the only person in the world she cared about went off to do the same. She hoped he would do some damage to their mutual enemy before he died.
Life hadn’t always been this insane, she mused as her mind began to wander. It was the lack of blood. Bastard had severed and artery, which was why she was dying. Ice cold air, fire, blood, and smoke. If she wasn’t in the middle of it all, bleeding to death, she might have found it beautiful in a macabre and sociopathic way. As it was, her mind wandered, and she began to forget where she was, as she slipped into the past, into the memories.
Once upon a time, there had been a sun, and the days were bright and cheery. It seemed like an eternity since she had walked in the sun. A day, a lifetime, did it matter? She had friends in those days, many friends. One friend in particular whom she loved above all others. Not that he knew that she would have died for him, of course. But they were close, and that was enough for her. She was content to watch him from the pretense of friendship, and be sure that he was happy.
In those days, they had all been happy, she was quite sure of it. The sun shone, they went to movies, they drank coffee, and talked of life, god, evolution, man, and spirit. They drank alcohol and talked of sports, and movies, and the meaning of life. They put arms round one another and pledged eternal friendship.
Those were days of softness, and peace. There were no worries, no real worries. They had thought they knew worries then. Rent, bills, cars, insurance, jobs. But really, there had been no real fear then.
Then came the Monsters. She didn’t know what else to call them. They came during the dark, they ripped soft human bodies to shreds. They never ate those they killed, just shredded. Slowly, they began to take the sun away. Maybe it just seemed that way. Maybe the nights seemed longer for the fear. They just never knew when the Monsters would come back. They never knew if they would see the sun rise again. Dark meant fear. Fear meant death.
The Monsters were hideous creatures, twice the size of most men, three times as heavy. Their strength was immense. They moved about on two legs, and had long muscular arms that ended not in hands, or even paws, but in three cruelly curved and barbed claws. Their eyes were set deep into the heads, almost invisible. Their mouths were small, smaller than most humans, but oddly shaped. They spoke a harsh, screeching language that she had never been able to make sense of. Maybe there was no sense.
There certainly didn’t seem to be much sense about them. The appeared to delight in the killing of humans, but they never ate the flesh. She had watched them for a while, and they didn’t seem to eat at all.
A loud noise broke her out of her memories. The blood around her was cooler now, and she could not feel her injured leg. That meant it would be soon, she figured. She wished she could see him again, look at him one more time before she went permanently blind.
The building he had entered had caused the noise. Something had exploded inside it. Her heart leapt at the thought of him being injured, and she could suddenly feel her leg again as the pain all came back in a rush. She screamed, unable to hold it in, and tightened the bandage on her leg. She realized suddenly that she didn’t want to die. She didn’t want him to die either. She wanted to kiss him, and hold him, and marry him, and grow old with him.
The pain subsided gradually, and her mind slipped back into the past.
Together, her friends had hidden, huddled against each other for warmth and protection. The Monsters seemed to like very small groups of people, or individuals. One of her friends had gone to relieve his bladder one night, and was caught alone, and they had all heard his screams. They had lasted so long, and been so loud. She was certain that she had not truly known fear until that night.
During the daylight, they slept. They had to be awake to fight the Monsters if they came. When there were no Monsters nearby, they learned to fight. They learned to kill. Occasionally, they would find a person who had been left alive. Sometimes they could pretend that there was a chance. Usually, they just gave the unfortunate person a quick-acting poison. There was nothing else to be done.
Life became a battle. Every night, they arose to fight for the right to live. Society dissolved. All they had left was each other, that was all they could cling to.
It was him that had taught her to fight using anything she could find. Together they had fought many Monsters. They had proved to each other that the Monsters could be killed, that there was a chance for the people to survive after all.
One day, they were the only two left. All their friends had been taken, ripped up like paper and spilled like ink. Just him, and her. Oh, there were other people, of course, there was always more people, but even more Monsters. But their friends, those wonderful souls whom they had shared coffee and booze and life with, they had vanished from the face of the earth, their essence was gone.
She had never realized what death had truly meant until it had happened so close to her. There was nothing romantic about it. Nothing even interesting about it. She had seen no final flash of insight in the eyes of the dead. They were simply here, now gone. No one had ever magically revived to tell of a warm fuzzy light they should have gone into.
Death was simply final.
It was merely the end of life. The cessation of life. It was frightening and unavoidable.
With all they knew and loved gone and dead, he and she fought together, back to back. They defended one another. For a time, that was all there was, the battle, the blood rushing through her veins, and she could forget momentarily that she loved him. If he felt the same way, he hid it as well as she did. Both knew that strong emotions in a fight with one of the Monsters could kill them both. Against the Monsters, they had to be cool and in control.
He had held her once, and she had felt so safe. It was the darkest part of night, when the Monsters began to actively hunt, when the fear was the strongest. To her, it seemed that the line between life and death was thinner at that time, and the world always seemed emptier, no matter how many people were running around her.
They had been in an empty building. The last of their friends had just been taken. She was finally alone with him, and the only thing she wanted was for there to be hundreds of happy smiling people around them, keeping them apart. She wouldn’t have minded at all. He looked as though he felt the same way.
Blood and Ashes
"You’ll die if you go in," she told him wearily. He simply nodded and left. What the hell, she thought, he probably knew what lay ahead better than she did. She watched as he entered a building not far away. She would have followed him , but the wound in her leg prevented her from walking. It was killing her, she knew. There wasn’t a lot of chance that she would get the kind of medical attention she needed to survive out here.
To her left, a fire burned brightly in the distance. Had she done that? She hadn’t realized the kind of vigor the explosion would burn with. Of course, she had never blown up a building before.
She had never been stabbed in the leg before, either. It hurt like a bitch. And now she was lying in a pool of her own blood, dying, while the only person in the world she cared about went off to do the same. She hoped he would do some damage to their mutual enemy before he died.
Life hadn’t always been this insane, she mused as her mind began to wander. It was the lack of blood. Bastard had severed and artery, which was why she was dying. Ice cold air, fire, blood, and smoke. If she wasn’t in the middle of it all, bleeding to death, she might have found it beautiful in a macabre and sociopathic way. As it was, her mind wandered, and she began to forget where she was, as she slipped into the past, into the memories.
Once upon a time, there had been a sun, and the days were bright and cheery. It seemed like an eternity since she had walked in the sun. A day, a lifetime, did it matter? She had friends in those days, many friends. One friend in particular whom she loved above all others. Not that he knew that she would have died for him, of course. But they were close, and that was enough for her. She was content to watch him from the pretense of friendship, and be sure that he was happy.
In those days, they had all been happy, she was quite sure of it. The sun shone, they went to movies, they drank coffee, and talked of life, god, evolution, man, and spirit. They drank alcohol and talked of sports, and movies, and the meaning of life. They put arms round one another and pledged eternal friendship.
Those were days of softness, and peace. There were no worries, no real worries. They had thought they knew worries then. Rent, bills, cars, insurance, jobs. But really, there had been no real fear then.
Then came the Monsters. She didn’t know what else to call them. They came during the dark, they ripped soft human bodies to shreds. They never ate those they killed, just shredded. Slowly, they began to take the sun away. Maybe it just seemed that way. Maybe the nights seemed longer for the fear. They just never knew when the Monsters would come back. They never knew if they would see the sun rise again. Dark meant fear. Fear meant death.
The Monsters were hideous creatures, twice the size of most men, three times as heavy. Their strength was immense. They moved about on two legs, and had long muscular arms that ended not in hands, or even paws, but in three cruelly curved and barbed claws. Their eyes were set deep into the heads, almost invisible. Their mouths were small, smaller than most humans, but oddly shaped. They spoke a harsh, screeching language that she had never been able to make sense of. Maybe there was no sense.
There certainly didn’t seem to be much sense about them. The appeared to delight in the killing of humans, but they never ate the flesh. She had watched them for a while, and they didn’t seem to eat at all.
A loud noise broke her out of her memories. The blood around her was cooler now, and she could not feel her injured leg. That meant it would be soon, she figured. She wished she could see him again, look at him one more time before she went permanently blind.
The building he had entered had caused the noise. Something had exploded inside it. Her heart leapt at the thought of him being injured, and she could suddenly feel her leg again as the pain all came back in a rush. She screamed, unable to hold it in, and tightened the bandage on her leg. She realized suddenly that she didn’t want to die. She didn’t want him to die either. She wanted to kiss him, and hold him, and marry him, and grow old with him.
The pain subsided gradually, and her mind slipped back into the past.
Together, her friends had hidden, huddled against each other for warmth and protection. The Monsters seemed to like very small groups of people, or individuals. One of her friends had gone to relieve his bladder one night, and was caught alone, and they had all heard his screams. They had lasted so long, and been so loud. She was certain that she had not truly known fear until that night.
During the daylight, they slept. They had to be awake to fight the Monsters if they came. When there were no Monsters nearby, they learned to fight. They learned to kill. Occasionally, they would find a person who had been left alive. Sometimes they could pretend that there was a chance. Usually, they just gave the unfortunate person a quick-acting poison. There was nothing else to be done.
Life became a battle. Every night, they arose to fight for the right to live. Society dissolved. All they had left was each other, that was all they could cling to.
It was him that had taught her to fight using anything she could find. Together they had fought many Monsters. They had proved to each other that the Monsters could be killed, that there was a chance for the people to survive after all.
One day, they were the only two left. All their friends had been taken, ripped up like paper and spilled like ink. Just him, and her. Oh, there were other people, of course, there was always more people, but even more Monsters. But their friends, those wonderful souls whom they had shared coffee and booze and life with, they had vanished from the face of the earth, their essence was gone.
She had never realized what death had truly meant until it had happened so close to her. There was nothing romantic about it. Nothing even interesting about it. She had seen no final flash of insight in the eyes of the dead. They were simply here, now gone. No one had ever magically revived to tell of a warm fuzzy light they should have gone into.
Death was simply final.
It was merely the end of life. The cessation of life. It was frightening and unavoidable.
With all they knew and loved gone and dead, he and she fought together, back to back. They defended one another. For a time, that was all there was, the battle, the blood rushing through her veins, and she could forget momentarily that she loved him. If he felt the same way, he hid it as well as she did. Both knew that strong emotions in a fight with one of the Monsters could kill them both. Against the Monsters, they had to be cool and in control.
He had held her once, and she had felt so safe. It was the darkest part of night, when the Monsters began to actively hunt, when the fear was the strongest. To her, it seemed that the line between life and death was thinner at that time, and the world always seemed emptier, no matter how many people were running around her.
They had been in an empty building. The last of their friends had just been taken. She was finally alone with him, and the only thing she wanted was for there to be hundreds of happy smiling people around them, keeping them apart. She wouldn’t have minded at all. He looked as though he felt the same way.