Nachtnoir

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, October 20th, 2007 at 15:51 (426 Views)

So, I'm sorta in a weird place. Between goals, in the middle of life. Now that I've finally graduated and passed the licensure exam I feel lost. For the passed 4 years I've been jumping up at 3am to go to work, then off to class at 8am, then back to work at 5 to work til 11pm then home to sleep. Now I am only working while my license gets transferred to Texas where I will be working for a few months. My evenings have felt sorta empty now that I have no studying to do and I don't have to work til 11pm. It is a weird thing to complain about I know, "I have too much free time!" doesn't sound like something to whine about. But when you've gotten used to only 4 or 5 hours of sleep a night and always having something to do, it feels weird to suddenly have nothing to do.

I'd read a book, and have been, but I suddenly find that I am running out of pre-purchased books that I bought in the past and I don't have alot of spendable cash right now, so that is right out.

I've watched all of my movies multiple times. I could organize my sock drawer, but that seems pointless.

Maybe I'll take up crocheting. Someone will have to teach me though. Could you see your friend Nacht crocheting sweater and scarfs for all of his friends? Not really I think.

Maybe I could go back to school and start the drama all over again. Anyone got any suggestions for my next career change?

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Apoc - October 20th, 2007 19:57
Dude you should join me in bringing down things and educating folk on darkness through anime ~grins~ together brother...we could destroy and kill...everyone...how'd you feel about that?
Amelia - October 21st, 2007 19:31
Post more on the Quill and while you and Apoc throw darkness around I can throw gerber daises at you and toussel you.
Nachtnoir - October 21st, 2007 23:08
Amelia, why is there a pic of a man next to your comment? I find it disturbing and think that a lovely photo of you should be displayed.

I doubt that flowers will divert me and apoc. I think you might have to used those weapons of mass destruction.
Amelia - October 21st, 2007 23:52
That man is Tim Gunn. I love him. I want to marry him just to bask in his aura however, since I am not a gay man, that wont happen and it makes me sad.

Gerber Daises are the friendliest flowers. I will make daisy chains and put them around your head.
StarEnight - October 22nd, 2007 12:57
Actually I understand where you're coming from. I worked seven days a week for a year. I worked before work and after work sometimes...I was so tired most of the time I just fell into bed. I didn't have time for much of anything. I was in a mutual self-help housing project and was building houses. Then the houses got built...I moved in. ???? LOL for a while I had a boyfriend but that didn't last. So for the time being I spend a lot of time at the bar. I don't recommend it. I'm actually learning to be a bartender. I also go there just to hang out too. I really don't have a goal other than I'd like a different job but I feel trapped where I am because the pay is good and I have a mortgage payment...isn't life splendid? Good luck truly.