just a thought

[Lilith]

What do you do when you find out you have at least 10 half brothers and sisters all over the freakin world?!

My dad was and probably is truly a freakin whore. I dont even know how to feel anymore. Its like every few years we find out about a new "one"... at first they were all younger. I met a 2 year old about 7 years ago, a 16 year old about 6 years ago. I talked to a 19 year old in Mexico 5 years ago, and yesterday, my brother was talking to a 26 year old in phoenix, who says she also has a brother who is 21... confused? so am I! funny thing... or not, the boys are all named after him! my poor brother...

and yes, there are more, more we have not met or talked to... more in Mexico, and Arizona and California... that man should get his weiner cut off. He really should.

[Lilith]

So I am supposed to start school at the end of the month. BUT, Its not looking too good for me. I cant find myself a cosigner. I found a school for LVN which is cheaper than all the schools in the area by like 10-15 thousand dollars! I passed their entrance exam, the TEAS exam, and all is ready to go, except for the cosigner part. They require two cosigners for a interest free loan. Ive found one, but its looking like i will never be able to find the other. School orientation starts on the 21st. NO COSIGNER in sight. Nobody has good credit these days. NOBODY. well, yeah, people do, but nobody i know. Its not that i havent found anyone to help, its just that they all dont qualify. Ah, my luck... its always one thing or another. I was really really looking forward to this.