Random Brain Output

**thatguy1944** · February 19th, 2005

have you ever been swimming when you were tired or mad at the world, and then just hold ur breath and just lay there? i love that feeling, its like everything just stops, sound, time, and life itself... just a great feeling

**thatguy1944** · February 21st, 2005

Have you ever been in a really bad storm or something of that nature.. and just thought: that this storm with all its ability to destroy, and take away life... that if you were to just pause time... and walk out and see the world of this massive storm... you just may see that it has a beauty to it...
Imagine...
Lightning striking a tree, it falls in mid air, about to crash to the ground...
The rain hitting every surface that any droplet can find...
A bolt about to hit the ground just barely above your head as you walk under it...
Then slowly everything returns to normal, slowly... you see individual particals crawl down towards the earth, but more towards you. As the they creep down the speed up, till it seems that the end of the bolts just seems to grow longer and longer.
Then It hits you...
The Beauty of it all...

**thatguy1944** · February 23rd, 2005

Love...
Love is blinding yet it opens our eyes to an unknown world
that changes for every person you meet
sometimes I long for that blindness, that new world that
I haven't experienced for so long
try and live life with the one that makes you as blind as ever
that makes you see this world to its fullest extent

Remember that you may only experience unconditional love
a few times in your life...

Thatguy1944

**thatguy1944** · February 24th, 2005

A Tornado

The wind blows feircely all around your home
you fear the awesome power of the swirling doom
that looms above your home...
walking outside you begin to see things slow to a stop all around you
massive trees that once dominated in size are lifted
as though it wasn't a problem
the wind stops
nothing once again moves...
walking towards the gigantic avatar of death
dirt, rock, and gravel is only floating in mid air, peices of wood and buildings are suspended
looking at these things
thinking about their past every one of these things held a meaning to someone in the world
now they were all the same to this torrent of death and destruction

um thats all i got right now, besides i got school stuff to do...

Thatguy1944

**thatguy1944** · March 2nd, 2005

I just figured out that the worst feeling in the world is not feeling anything at all...
No love, joy, sadness, remorse, regret, fear, anger...
even if the feelings that cause pain and hurt weren't here there wouldn't be any diversity...
but its not good when people can't channel anger, fear, and other such feelings
into something productive, like art or sports.
I've seen some very, very amzing things come out of channeled emotions very good indeed...

Semper Fi

Thatguy1944

*I would like to know who it is that has been sending me feedback please

**thatguy1944** · March 4th, 2005

1st thing
well i found a really cool avatar if you haven't noticed...
its from an anime show called Fooley Cooley or FLCL funnily odd show...

2nd thing
im extremly p.o.ed right now because of my CAD class, here its obvious that no one cares about their education and all they do is piss off the teacher and play on the internet. So, she spends all our class time disiplining them and doesn't really teach us anything at all!!! We spend a whole class period learning how to do multi-veiw drawings, a WHOLE FRIKEN PERIOD! then the next day ppl just sit there and don't understand how to do it!! and some ppl aren't even using rulers!!! OMG you can't do this w/o a FRIKEN ruler!!! they just sit there and listen to their rap blasting through the computer speakers and she tells them over and over to turn it off and they just sit their w/ their FRIKEN thumbs up their a**es like: "DUH..." drooling all over themselves while some stoopid P Diddy or Fitty Cent dumbass song blasts in their ears!!!!
now I apologize to those of you that listen to rap and enjoy it, but right now im so pissed about the f***ing IDIOTS this society has made...

Thatguy1944

I'm done
aahhh.... fuming feels good...

**thatguy1944** · March 5th, 2005

Yeah i got 100 veiws!!!
probably more if you're reading this

**thatguy1944** · July 19th, 2005

wow its been foever and a day since i last posted something here
but now i seek the help of the readers here
my and a friend of mine are now trying to create a story that has been lurking in the depths of my mind for quite some time now and it is slowly getting off the ground
as soon as i have the story worked out i am going to put it here and also make a thread for comments so that i can recieve all the brutal critisism you can give... so sit tight and in a week or two you just might see my great idea!!

Thatguy1944

**thatguy1944** · April 13th, 2010

Its so strange looking back at how I used to write things and what I wrote about as a mere freshman in high school. Lol so strange...

I once knew a small square who spent his days waiting for something to happen in his life. But every day the world would pass him by. He would wake up, feed his cat named "Hey Cat!". You actually have to scream her name or else she wouldn't hear you (she's deaf..). But I digress, after his cat began to enjoy her delicious meal he would make himself some breakfast, usually eggs and toast, and firmly plant himself in his rocking chair on his porch in front of his house that sat comfortably between a small lake and a dark, ominous forest. And there he would sit, slowly rocking back and forth, sipping his ridiculously large glass of orange juice; waiting for sunset. Ah the sunset, such a beautiful sight behind the small lake that goes on forever. Watching the giant ball slowly creep lower and lower behind the horizon until it becomes a single shining point for only few moments and then disappears for ever. But wait! I've forgotten the most important detail, my little square friend's favorite part of the day.
The circle..
The beautifully perfect circle..
Every day just before the sun disappeared, She, the circle would come racing down the dirt road from over the hill, that lazily curved between his house and the small lake that goes on forever. She never acknowledged him or some much as slowed down even just a bit. She could always be heard for a few moments before she was seen coming over the hill. For eternity he would wait for her, hoping that maybe this time she might look at him or even slow down.. But every time for eternity, she never did.
This was his life.
Wake up.
Feed cat.
Porch
Circle.
Sunset.

Until finally he took a step out onto the road that curved lazily between his house and the small lake that went on forever...
And he waited. Sunset slowly disappeared. She, the circle, was nowhere to be found.