If someone says they don't trust you, and you haven't done anything to warrant it, I think its excusable to not be happy. Especially when you are noted for your trustworthiness, to the extent that people would rather be friends with you than have any romantic feelings. So yeah
Warder to Epiph
Engaged to Arianna
Re: The Rant Room
the bike lane IS NOT FOR MOTORCYCLES!!!!!!!!I was riding along, minding my own business, when a motorcycle that was trying to avoid traffic came up right behind me and screeched almost to a stop about a foot from my rear tire. Seriously, why do some motorcyclists think that because they are smaller than a car they get to do anything they want?
Why is it that every fucking thing that can go wrong decides that this weekend would be the perfect fucking time to shit on me? First, my lover gets called in to work for some damned emergency at work. That fucked up my plans for last night. Then he calls me at like 4am and says he is staying at his apartment. Shit he hasn't used that apartment in months! Then this morning I call him to find out that he's got a fucking cold and feels like hell. I offer to go to his place and fix him up, but get told that I shouldn't because of my knee and I need my rest!(I blew three ligaments in my knee about 9 weeks ago and haven't had the surgery yet, so I am a big old gimp right now for those of you that don't already know.)
To top it all off I am soooo fucked in the head right now. Lots of emotional issues that I need to work through. I've been banned from sparring and just want to fucking wail on someone and I can't go to the Dojo. Again because of the knee.
Usually I'd get on the Harley and just burn for a while, but can't do that. Noooooooo! I can't shift because the fucking leg. I can't ride one of the horses because there is no one here to help me saddle up, and to top it all off MY KNEE HAS BEEN OUT SINCE LAST NIGHT AND WON"T GO BACK IN!!!!!!!!
Some one fucking shoot me!
The only bright light at the end of the tunnel is that this damned wretched weekend is almost over.
.....and I saw a black shape against the flames. A Man.
"Oh God, who are you, who are you really?"
"I am the Devil.., and I come to do the Devil's work."
OK, so this isn't as much a rant as a freaked-out-lexi-telling-people-because-no-one's-at-home sort of thing.
Anyway, I was with the chooks (getting eggs, feeding, etc.) and I suddenly feel like something is crawling on me. So I look down and there was like... I don't know what they are... lice or something on me and, understandably, I completely lost it - complete with flailing and screaming and stumbling - and ran an acre as fast as I possibly could (through those bloody bindies and everything) to throw myself headfirst and completely dressed into the pool. And I gotta say, damn is that water cold! So I'm chlorinated and clean now but I'm all edgy if the lice are still on me somewhere.
It's the weird-ass poultry/bird sort of lice and they're extremely small and I keep shuddering at the thought and I'm nervous, and wet and cold and I don't want to go back to the chook yard but I will because I'm determined to kill those damn mofo's and make things good and cheery for the girls again. And for me.
Mistress of The Order of Whatever
The limits of my language are the limits of my world - Wittgenstein
don't mention lice i'm all itchy just thinkin of it.
~hugs NN~
Tis'll be ok sweety
~hugs Lexi~
It'll be ok honey
~brushes self off~
I can't wait to see you
Warder to Epiph
Engaged to Arianna
I really hate when people have babies that really can'teven take care of themselves. Let me give you a clue as to what I am talking about. My friends house is so nasty. The carpets are infested with maggots. Cockroaches crawl over the clothes and walls. Cat feces sits in piles all over the floor. The house reeks of urine and feces. the kitchen is covered in food and maggots. Pardon me but I feel that people like this should not have even had children. Especially when they can't take care of themselves.
I second that. Seriously that persons house seems unhabitable.
Some people are just nasty. And they shouldn't be because I don't try to be but maybe they should learn some common courtesy and manners if they want others to bother listening to them let alone talk to them at all. For shame.
Mistress of The Order of Whatever
The limits of my language are the limits of my world - Wittgenstein
Some people should learn to be a bit nicer and not push the admiration that they others have for them. Get what you give.
Warder to Epiph
Engaged to Arianna
OMFG! It's 7am and I'm awake. And here. And moving and breathing and alive. This is unbelievable! I don't like it. It's holidays and I'm awake and moving this early and in those few minutes, I've already managed to annoy someone. Fah! *smacks head on desk* I'm going back to sleep. Bah!
Mistress of The Order of Whatever
The limits of my language are the limits of my world - Wittgenstein
Don't listen to me.... noooo.... I know nothing....
Warder to Epiph
Engaged to Arianna
I took out a small loan for my first year of college, and it's gained $550 in interest since then. I would have kept paying it off, too, but as soon as they figured that out, they stopped sending me bills, and I forgot about it. Stupid money grubbing bank type people.
You know, it's just one of those days... or number of days. Things could SO be better but they aren't right now and it's bloody-well annoying me. I demand good times! NOW, dammit!
Meh.
Mistress of The Order of Whatever
The limits of my language are the limits of my world - Wittgenstein
Re: The Rant Room
*hands over the good times to lexi*
sorry. didn't mean to be hogging those. *shrugs and walks away*
Your sense of self is defined by what you think other people think of you.
I'm a militant Agnostic: I don't know and neither do you!
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